And I will become what I deserve.

A latch to open

 

You come upon a bird in a pretty cage
You feel all its sadness, all its rage
A latch to open doors with moving parts
You hold the key but you just walk away
And life is much harder than you thought
Love can't be tamed and it can't be caught
And still it sings a song for your heart
You decide you want its wings, so you cut them off
And still it sings a song for your blackened heart
You decide you want its wings, so you cut them off
And life is so much harder than you thought
Life is so much harder than you thought

Oh, love, don't go away
Oh, love, don't go away
Oh, love, stay in your cage
Please stay in your cage
Stay

 

It's that time of the year again.

Yes you probably guessed: exams.

My first exam is next week and I've only done 3 chapters. I'm so behind with everything but I just can't concentrate anymore lately. I want to at least pass for English grammar, Dutch & French theory but I have no hope left. I'm just going to try to survive this last month and see where it gets me..

And then we have a test on Friday which I'm trying to study for now.

Luckily the weather is rainy and dark today. Perfect weather to study while listening to Emilie Autumn <3

I'm tied so hard I can't remember when I last walked free upon these feet of mine.

I have a grave to dig, fast moving feet.

Oh, blinded, now I see
That I could not hold you
My orange tree,
Left in the darkened room for three of us to share.

Oh, maybe you were free,
Before my blackened wing covered you,
I took the sing from your song
I made a bed,
Where you don't belong.

Oh, poor me, she fell beneath the wheels to help me up.
Black Sea, I failed to be a light you found in love.
Oh poor me, she fell beneath the wheels to help me up.
Black Sea, the monster killed the melody you loved.

Now I'm going places on my own.

Blinded, now I see
That death moves amongst us,
And with such ease the rafters surround us.
These silent beasts are hard to bear.

Lonely, oh, no not me
I have a grave to dig, fast moving feet.
You gave me light
Where it once was gone.
I made a bed,
Where you don't belong.

Poor me, she fell beneath the wheels to help me up.
Black Sea, I failed to be the light you found in love.
Oh poor me, she fell beneath the wheels to help me up.
Black Sea, the monster killed the melody you loved.

Now I'm going places on my own.

My life as a rockstar

Oh my, I haven't updated in a loooooong time.
Things have been very busy and since I update most things on tumblr, I totally forgot about my blog, oops..

But I'm back!!
Yesterday I did a photoshoot with a friend and I had an amazing time. We decided to go for the 'rockstar' theme and we had so much fun! Here are some of the pictures:

My friend also designed a fake cd cover which some people thought was real, haha

Oh well, we had a good laugh about that =p

I'm really happy the weather is getting better. For the first time I'm really looking forward to summer. I've been freezing all winter, so I can definitely use some sun! 

But first exams. Aaah. I've kinda been neglecting my school work for a while so it's time to catch up on everything again. I have to finish one book and 10 chapters of another book by next week so I better get going.

Enjoy the last day of the holidays,
Happy Easter!
xoxo